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You kept crying after I vanished, and I worried about you
But then I saw you walking close with someone I didn't know
You've grown up a bit, and laughed so beautifully
Never again, you won't cry again, you won't cry again
Show me your smile
♥
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| 02.13.06 (2:49 pm) [edit] |
no more being a pussy.
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| 02.10.06 (3:59 pm) [edit] |
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i just saw something i wish i didnt. it breaks me and pisses me off like a mother fuckkkerrevmnfl.ktr fjbnhl nr,bn,hfl.hndzljhnd,fkhndhjln
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| 02.07.06 (2:30 pm) [edit] |
i feel like im going to from coughing. i cant stop.
i feel more sick then i did when i stayed home.
and i have no one to talk to to make me feel better. not anymore...
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| 02.06.06 (4:11 pm) [edit] |
i fucking suck at living. maybe i was just a mistake and wasnt meant to be,hm?
yea i think so. no one cares about me anymore. nope.
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| 02.01.06 (4:29 pm) [edit] |
im lonley....very lonley. i wish i could find someone else but i cant. move on from her like she did me. its going to be impossible.
if she only understood how strong i feel about her and how much i just miss when it was only me and her having great times.
when i talk to her....its not really her,like shes changed.too happy if you ask me and its also like she just trying to get rid of me every second or she just doesnt care. takes her 42 hours to respond to anything i say because shes talking to him. hes replaced me and what we were going to do...they are now going to do.
i love her so much i want her for my own. i hate it when shes crazy over some other person besides me. i want to kill him literally. well hurt him. cut off his dick? hahahaaa.....ew.
but yea....this is slowing killing me.
please,please talk to me.
i love you. so much.
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| 01.31.06 (3:50 pm) [edit] |
..does she really not love me anymore?..
♥♥♥& hearts;i miss her ♥♥♥& hearts;
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| 01.30.06 (4:34 pm) [edit] |
Have you ever felt cheated,disowned by someone you love so much?
i thought we had something. something big. until someone came along and ruined everything we had. she does deserve better than me...and its him. but some part of me doesnt care and i only want her for myself to keep forever and just hold and kiss forever.
but life is a bitch like that. its been way shitting latley. especially today,todays been the worst. i think i will die now.
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| 01.30.06 (2:14 pm) [edit] |
i'll be ok....i think. at least i havnt died yet?
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| 01.29.06 (8:33 am) [edit] |
its funny how things you loved so much always turn to a big bunch of just bullshit and no matter how much you want them back or wish them back..you never get it. even if you beg,you get nothing. its like nothing fucking cures what hurts most.
...nothing.
but its not reason to give up and stop trying.
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| 01.27.06 (3:20 pm) [edit] |
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I hate living. its boring.
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| 01.25.06 (4:37 pm) [edit] |
FUCKKKKKKKKK. yea im angry. so i found writing shit down helps somewhat.
i dont really have anything much to say except...what shes doing is killing me. its hurting me a lot. i miss her so much too. i miss us. she says shes happy now,something i couldnt do for her. and that also hurts. i miss the time when i felt nothing.
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| 01.24.06 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
ok so im not over here yet.not even close,but i think i can accept the fact that she loves someone else like she used to love me.
actually no i cant really,but i wont be rude about it or rude to somebody i dont even know just because im jealous. its life and im not...dying really. so it will go on right?
well i will always love her and it wont ever change. eh.
BUT I WILL TELL YOU...im cold.
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| 01.22.06 (2:24 am) [edit] |
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Mew "Snow Brigade"
Enable to bring out the something
You want to know beneath the snow
In winter you´re an affiction
That repeatedly defeated me
I´ll find you somewhere
Show you how much I care
Know that there is no escape
from my snow brigade
Bring out the someone
You need to see for..... jealousy
We all know one day you´ll leave behind
Your everything....
And feel the spring come
Cos I´ll find you somewhere
Show you how much I care
Know that there is no escape
from my snow brigade
My arms retreat
I wish they were there to hold you
I´ll find you somewhere
Show you how much I care
Know that there is no escape
from my snow brigade
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| 01.22.06 (2:22 am) [edit] |
I FUCKING HATE BEING SECOND BEST.
I FUCKING HATE NOT HAVING WHO YOU WANT ANYMORE.
.....I love you.
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| 01.20.06 (3:37 pm) [edit] |
<small> ok so yea maybe i lied. but i wanted to talk to you so its a good enough reason. hm?
look im sorry for doing it. i am.
another thing, i still hate hearing about this fucking seth guy. why is it every guy you meet still are better off than me? maybe i was a mistake of fucking nature. i know you dont hate me,but i really feel like you do.
Vera,you say your over me but im not over you.the least you could do is talk to me.
Im tired of feeling like shit all the time because of hearing about seth or you just being rude.
im tired of it. i just try my best to love you as much as i can. but you couldnt care less. i just wish what i do is good enough for at least one person.
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| stupid fads gone bad |
| 01.19.06 (2:42 pm) [edit] |
ok so i dont know anywhere else but a big fad at my school right now it converse. pssh fuckers i've been waering them since i could fucking walk. oh yea and i've noticed about half the worlds population can play guitar now.
i rock at the guitar but ive been playing waaaay before it was 'cool'. i kind of dont want to wear converse or play guitar now because it became cool. im more for the vans [popular but not crazy insane popular] orr DVS.
and maybe i might start playing a instrument thats not so well know...like the nose flute. very popular in New Zealend i hear though.
I hate fads.
can you think of anymore fads ?
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| 01.18.06 (5:18 pm) [edit] |
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Ok so,i really miss her even though shes still here and im talking to her now. i guess you could say i miss us. i want to be with her everyday ,i want to wake up by her everyday i want to kiss her everyday.
i want her to tell me she loves me instead of me saying everything.
i fucking hate hearing about her 'new love'
BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT?
no-one will ever love her as much as i do. and i do think she would have been a lot more happier with me. yea yea i know it probably never would have happened. but i still think about it a lot.
i was so hurt..way more than ever today. and i want you to know i tried so hard to hold everything back. all my anger. even though it didnt seem like it much.
so i just want you to know,im sorry for all my shit. im not really like that.
Love me love me love me.
[or at least show me you do]
Annd i love you. i really do. and i will always love you.
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| 01.17.06 (3:36 pm) [edit] |
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ok so this is AcidRainbow from before i just made a new blog because my other one was fucked and i couldnt fix it. now i cant change my damn header and i still cant change the color of the main page area. damn this is all so hard.
Kitty+Muffin=♥
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